Loving Life Now
It's been awhile since I last updated this thing, but it's mainly because I moved into my new home and just got settled. My desk is finally up in my room, with my computer set-up, so I'll be more apt to be online regularly now.
Things feel different for me and I know I have changed a lot and seem to be going through another transition. One thing is I am just not as interested in the same things I once was... i.e. drinking and partying a lot. Now that I have moved, I do that a lot less of that and I am interested in doing other things. Also, I've drifted away from some ppl I was once close to... i.e. my best friend Delia. Well, I hardly talk to her anymore, but you know her fingers aren't broken and she can call me too. Whatever. I'm not worried about it, I am not hurt, and I have no hard feelings. She's obviously not moving to Georgia, much less anywhere outside St. Louis. She's wrapped-up with working and partying all the time. I've done all that and I feel the change inside of me to do other more productive and creative things now. I am feeling older and I am growing and changing into a new way of life. She's stuck in a rut and I cannot help her anymore. She and I have run the gamut of our friendship and I feel it's time to move on, while I wish her all the best in life.
I'm going to be leaving MySpace and Facebook. They really serve no purpose in life for me anymore. I am truly not that social anymore and I am wrapped-up with activities in my own world. Frankly, I do not like ppl much anymore either... the drama, the bullshit, the boring mundaneness of others' lives; it drains me, bores me and I'm cutting it out of my life. I will always have my LJ, Twitter, and DA accounts though, so if you read this and wanna check-up on me, you can find me there, where I will notify others of any new projects I may endeavour (and there will be some); Iwill also be keeping my DreamJournal account as well. I plan to update it with lots of old, but cool & strange dreams I've collected over the years.
I'll be reading a lot, studying (and involving myself in) more advanced Craft, gardening, graphic designing, and doing other creative ventures. I will keep a few old friends, but I am looking forward to making new ones now... ppl who reflect who I am now in the universe, not who I used to be and it will happen in time... it always does.
So anyway, I'm finally moved into my new home and it's a peaceful, quiet sanctuary for me. I so love it! The kitchen is complete and all the furniture I took with me is in the house now, so I'll be repainting a few items, while just cleaning off others. I had my rag this week, so I didn't get as much done as I originally wanted to, but I managed to get my desk cleaned-up and my computer stuff squared-away on it. There is just so much space in this house compared to the cardboard box-like house I lived in for 8 long years. I am thankful, at ease and peace now. I've done my time and I've earned it!
Onto a new life with a brighter future...
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Quote of the Day: "It is a mistake to regard age as a downhill grade toward dissolution. The reverse is true. As one grows older, one climbs with surprising strides." (--George Sand;1804-1876)
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Photo of the Day:
peacefulThings feel different for me and I know I have changed a lot and seem to be going through another transition. One thing is I am just not as interested in the same things I once was... i.e. drinking and partying a lot. Now that I have moved, I do that a lot less of that and I am interested in doing other things. Also, I've drifted away from some ppl I was once close to... i.e. my best friend Delia. Well, I hardly talk to her anymore, but you know her fingers aren't broken and she can call me too. Whatever. I'm not worried about it, I am not hurt, and I have no hard feelings. She's obviously not moving to Georgia, much less anywhere outside St. Louis. She's wrapped-up with working and partying all the time. I've done all that and I feel the change inside of me to do other more productive and creative things now. I am feeling older and I am growing and changing into a new way of life. She's stuck in a rut and I cannot help her anymore. She and I have run the gamut of our friendship and I feel it's time to move on, while I wish her all the best in life.
I'm going to be leaving MySpace and Facebook. They really serve no purpose in life for me anymore. I am truly not that social anymore and I am wrapped-up with activities in my own world. Frankly, I do not like ppl much anymore either... the drama, the bullshit, the boring mundaneness of others' lives; it drains me, bores me and I'm cutting it out of my life. I will always have my LJ, Twitter, and DA accounts though, so if you read this and wanna check-up on me, you can find me there, where I will notify others of any new projects I may endeavour (and there will be some); Iwill also be keeping my DreamJournal account as well. I plan to update it with lots of old, but cool & strange dreams I've collected over the years.
I'll be reading a lot, studying (and involving myself in) more advanced Craft, gardening, graphic designing, and doing other creative ventures. I will keep a few old friends, but I am looking forward to making new ones now... ppl who reflect who I am now in the universe, not who I used to be and it will happen in time... it always does.
So anyway, I'm finally moved into my new home and it's a peaceful, quiet sanctuary for me. I so love it! The kitchen is complete and all the furniture I took with me is in the house now, so I'll be repainting a few items, while just cleaning off others. I had my rag this week, so I didn't get as much done as I originally wanted to, but I managed to get my desk cleaned-up and my computer stuff squared-away on it. There is just so much space in this house compared to the cardboard box-like house I lived in for 8 long years. I am thankful, at ease and peace now. I've done my time and I've earned it!
Onto a new life with a brighter future...
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Quote of the Day: "It is a mistake to regard age as a downhill grade toward dissolution. The reverse is true. As one grows older, one climbs with surprising strides." (--George Sand;1804-1876)
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Photo of the Day:
My current state of being...
annoyed
moody
pleased
content
